I have said it repeatedly that, pursuing your passion when you are yet able to “feed yourself, pay your rent, and afford basic things of life” is a misplacement of priority.
Rather than pursuing passion at the wrong time that will end up frustrating you, instead pursue problems you can solve that can put food on your table, pay your rent and take care of your basic needs. When you are getting balanced with life, you can then be pursuing a passion, doing what you love with full focus but for now, love what you do and not necessarily do what you love.
As a struggling person, you may need to engage in what is not your dream but can fund your dream. In the past I had engaged in many things that are not in my dreams but today they are funding my dreams.
Life can appear complex but will always have an upper hand when you approach it with the simplicity of wisdom.
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